Sunday, June 27, 2010

I fucking hate people!

Sorry ahead of time if you don't like this blog but I do fucking hate people. People are mean and inconsiderate and think of themselves first. I get it survival of the fittest. The only question then is where does that leave relationships and love and family? Are they suppose to be the ones who care about you and always have you back? Or are they the ones who the stabbing you in the back when you think they are protecting your backside? I don't know anymore. I feel like all I want to do is be alone and not have anyone around me because then I know I cant get hurt. I don't disappoint myself, I don't put myself before others, I don't say that something is important and then throw it away like garbage. I don't do that. Plus why have those moments of happiness just to have them come back and bite you in the ass and make your whole life feel like a lie. Like you were the stupid ass that everyone knows is getting fucked and you just walk around with a big stupid fucking grin on your face! I am done with the grin I am done with the lies I am done looking and hoping for the best in people. So this is me signing off jaded as hell and okay with it!!

1 comment:

  1. What sparked this stance? I love u my Pia - and I always will my beautiful mermaid!!!! Or is it just a Squires thing - LOL So the Lake Thompson compound is looking better and better? Wear or carry watermelon tourlamine - your elemental energy is showing. It will help u tolerate "Humans". Release and surrender to the universal energy of abundance you deserve :) No eyeball rolling - LOL Bay needs this stone too and probably brandon too since he too is from the elemental realms.

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